purplesecrets,

I was so touched by your pm. Words flow of your fingers like the ripples of water flowing down a creek. I wish I had your gift.. Things in your life that have transpired are working through, the events that took place can't be explained, but look at what you can do now. I don't know your histroy, I surly see the pain. I'm sorry. You are holding me up, your holding alott of people up. Correct in saying you can put to words what most can not. Keep writing!

Losing Andi, I find my comfort in the lyrices of the music I love. W/O music I would be lost. I thought she had cleansed her soul, she was working the process like we all do. Why this day, this minute everything went black. Triggers, something we'll never know flipped the switch, I truly think it's in all of us. Just a matter of degree, I have thoughts like that all the time. The I'm not good enough for the world.

The only thing to be done now, is seek refuge from the storms of questions of why. And let Andi go peacefully...

Feelin you here, can't tell you what it means..

Tucker