Well, you're in the right place to start. I suggest you click "conditions" at the top of this page and research bipolar. (WebMD is also a good site.) The more you know, the better.

Next, it's time to get a counselor - ideally one who can prescribe - as bipolar is very treatable. Start by asking your primary care physician for a referral. You can also click "find help" above. Another good referral site is ABCT.org; this site will also have some information on the condition and many others posted.

I think that's a pretty good start. How does it sound to you?