I also used to be very high functioning and on the rare occasions I am baseline or sometimes manic, I still am. I used to still function even while manic or depressed; I held down a job and successfully started raising my family. But, I had a major psychotic break 3 years ago and haven't been the same since. I'm only 32 years old tomorrow.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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