I believe that I was simply sharing my blessings and I'm sorry if that somehow came across in any other way to you. I am in a scary place, I have make it another week to see my psychiatrist, I was on my way to a therapy appointment to ensure that I could stay out of the hospital at least a few more days while trying to make it a week, I'm completely and utterly exhausted and I am very well aware after months of minimal sleep that this one night was a HUGE blessing. I was happy which is why I chose to share it here. I have to say that I now am sorry that I did because the last thing I really need it to be told to count my blessings as if I am complaining in some offensive way.

I sincerely apologize for however I sounded that made it necessary to point that out to me.