So I walk in to t's office and he said we have to make a new safety plan. Fine whatever 10 days IP okay. Then it hit me: I must be completely med compliant, my husband must hold my meds, I must get the abilify shot, my husband must call er if I threaten or hurt myself/others in any way, if I miss an appointment I'll be called at that time to come at some point that week. It goes on but you get the picture. If I don't follow this at any time they can/will put me IP.

What I get: on call therapist 8-8, pdoc every 3-6 weeks, first cancelation when I call.

Wtf, happend? Isn't this over the top? Did they finally finish reading my file? Am I really that ill? Can they really do this? Is this really the amount of care I need? I don't think I can do this. No prn, to help my thoughts just straight to IP.