Honestly, it has been a long time coming. You have been highly unstable and have needed more careful intervention. Previously your care providers have not monitored you carefully enough, nor have they intervened quickly enough. You have a long history almost no medication compliance which has led to constant instability. Hopefully, with more structure to your care, you will learn better and healthier self-care skills. I know you don't ilke this, but this is a move in the right direction.