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Originally Posted by cashart10
I also used to be very high functioning and on the rare occasions I am baseline or sometimes manic, I still am. I used to still function even while manic or depressed; I held down a job and successfully started raising my family. But, I had a major psychotic break 3 years ago and haven't been the same since. I'm only 32 years old tomorrow.
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Things have become extremely difficult for me since my psychotic break in january. Everything is harder. Life is harder. I'm not the same person I was before it. (Oh, and I'll be 33 in August... not that that little tidbit of information is really relevant. lol)
I've been at the same job for ten years, come August. It's harder for me at work now because I tend to dissociate and have paranoia/anxiety, that's really overwhelming. I almost left work early the other day because it was so bad, and I was so scared. But I HAVE to keep it together. We need my income, and we get our insurance through my job. Just gotta keep on pushing.