I think I just don't want to feel rejected again, not right now and it's not worth going through all that history. I typed it out for my last T, which she said it was okay to do that before the session and we would talk about it in session, but we never did. Then she said to stop sending them because she didn't have time to read them. So with my issues with verbally communicating, not much was said in the sessions. That's when she decided that I needed a break from counseling and that maybe I wasn't ready for counseling. That cut me to the bone. I practically begged for guidance on what to do between sessions and asked what she wanted to know.....she never gave me a answer.