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So, I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder at the Utah State Hospital 6 months ago. They always thought I had it until I went into full blown mania about 2-3 months ago. Its so hard to live day to day with bipolar disorder a long with other diagnoses I have. It seems like I am doing well then I fall back into a serious depression then to a manic phase. I have the constant up and down and not sleeping for months witht tons of energy. I just want a stable life and to feel stable and that I can actually go back to college and pass my courses this time.. I want to be a social worker someday but Im scared because of the bipolar I wont be able to. Just wondering if any of you out there can offer some words of encouragment for me because right now Im really doubting myself and my ability to live a normal, successful life and i really desire. thank you