I agree with above - this was a long time coming MM. It isn't a drastic measure, although I know it seems like it to you because you've had so much freedom to change around your meds as you wanted.

They are trying to get you to be stable, long-term. Which you haven't been in the just over two years I've used this site.

They are looking out for the best interest of you, but also for your son and husband.

I'm sure once you've been stable for quite a while, and have demonstrated that you are going to be responsible enough to actually take care of your own treatment... then they'll loosen up on things. But really, with your history, how could they trust you with your own stability and safety when you haven't demonstrated that yet? They're trying to help show you and teach you that responsiblity. It just is a bit of a tough-love approach because anything less hasn't helped.