Helo!!

First of all, wanting sex so bad might have to do with your age. If you're in an age range that ends with 30 or something like that, then your sex drive is high, and you actually never had an intercourse, which is why you want one so bad, making things more difficult Just try as much as you can to fall for the right guy, and you actually never threw yourself on anyone, you just want a decent, peaceful relationship, and the fact that you keep searching for "the one", is simply because you didn't find him yet, which means that there's a need left unfulfilled, just like the need for a sexual intercourse. I strongly advice you to try as hard as you can to not send nudes, because men, generally speaking, can easily make a relationship instantly sexual, because their sexual drive is really strong, and they're sexually straightforward, not unless they see their partner as someone who simply needs love, who's also cautious, and only then, real men show up.

I hope I did help