hi there. i've been on this forum a while but usually i spend more time in the depression area. however lately i've noticed my ocd behaviors getting worse again...ugh...so here i am. maybe it's fate but idk, i chopped off all my hair about a week ago. it was getting real long, which i was happy about, and one day i had a whim to cut it. i didn't feel like waiting for a haircut appointment and bringing my kids so took matters into my own hands. now it is chin length, doesn't fit into a ponytail and is choppy and uneven. for about three days i obsessed over the hair itself, trying to get it even, cutting short bangs. then i put the scissors and stuff high up on a shelf, though i can still get to it. now i've been obsessing over whether or not i should keep cutting it myself and keep it short or let it grow. i wish i could stop obsessing and just let it grow. like someone else said before, short hair may look cute but it's not worth the obsession over it that follows. i think it would be better for my state of mind to try to forget about it and let it grow. thanks for the sharing and the posts, it is nice to feel like i am not the only one to have ever done this.