of all things, i have two that come to my mind now. i wish my mom could pick a medium between way over-reacting and playing it down. to her i'm either a psychopath, or si is just a joke.

another thing is that no matter what i felt toward a friend right at that point in time, no matter what happened to that relationship afterwards, i still wished that one of my friends would have thought enough to make something known about it. no matter how much i can make it seem like it's not so bad to my friends, it was always more serious than i could handle.

but unfortunately (yeah, right, unfortunately) i've quit therapy, so anything i do is hidden and gone unnoticed...yet again.

well that's my say. 1 more point, i think to little of everyone's knowledge, i am loser_child aka lc. finally changed my name. happy now? well, nite. lots of hugs.