Hello. Thought today was a good day guess not. My boyfriend of almost 10 years wants to talk to me tomorrow about not having my stuff updated he was borrowing my laptop for a Skype interview.

I asked him why doesn't he know his account yet wants to go on mine? I haven't been on it no time busy with job and interviews now. I agree I should have had things updated it's his interview his responsibility to make sure he has what he needs. I feel in this relationship I gotta be the mother he could have said something Saturday to check he took too damn long waking up after I got to his house didn't leave his house until close to 1pm so we could do our Bible study.

Why don't he say you suck at responsibility? I get anxiety when he's not happy with me worry too much. I wasn't stopping him at all from that interview I have too much **** going on always reminding him do this and that! It's not easy to say you're in the wrong I am doing breathing exercises now.

I feel like boyfriend puts a lot of responsibility on me he said not true. I am 29 and he's 35. Is taking responsibility supposed to be look perfect? Is there a good way of doing it? I felt like crying earlier it's like I'm sorry 4 working 8.5 hrs on Monday.

I just wanted to vent I hate having those difficult talks I get easily angered anxiety emotional withdraw etc been working on it.