wildflowerchild
You're right. It totally isn't fair and an unfathomably terrible thing to have to go through, and I can't imagine. But even in admittedly very limited comprehension, realize I'd very likely react the same way, so it's an intense read, and I'm glad that you have PC as an outlet. It is good to let it out.
Please be gentle with yourself. Sending lots of good thoughts for strength your way...