my T wants me to call her today at 10 .she said that if I am not feeling better that she will set up something for today to see me. so im not crying hysterically I don't think it would be hard to feel better then I did yesterday.as I was hiding in my scraproom crying like a huge spoiled brat who had just been scolded and didn't like it . but I still feel so horrible but I don't think seeing her today is going to change that at all . I shouldn't have called her and I think I will decline seeing her .I don't want to get as upset as I was yesterday