My mothers mood swing severely impacted me as an adult. It took 8 years of therapy for me to admit she stuffed me up good and proper. I didnt like to blame anyone for my problems, but its clear my moods are a result of her mothering. I never would have known about SH so young if I hadnt seen her do it.

I would never have kids either, I would never expose them this disorder or risk bringing another into the world who has a genetic disposition for mental illness. Its just an endless cycle and its time to break it.