I've been in & out of therapy since 2010.. Marital problems then I lost my 16 yr old daughter suddenly.. Eventually got on remeron 45 for sleep Wellbutrin 300 & valium5 3x a day. Was doing really well got off Wellbutrin for several months & still good.. Then the "cloud" of depression came back. Started back on Wellbutrin for nearly 3 months. No help. Now the Valium does very little. If tried taking 10mg Valium at a time -no help. Seeing therapist weekly but can't see dr for another month!! Really want to get started on new meds- gotta find relief.. This is absolutely taken over my life.. Not sure what to do.. Or even if there is anything I can do except wait a month - try new meds (for several weeks just to see if they work) but I am going to ask for another anxiety med while I wait on any new depression meds to work... Any thoughts???