I've tried it their way for years and years been med complient and gone to therapy at least once and up to 5 times a week. I'm sick of the meds sick of taking them sick of picking them up and worrying about scripts. Sick of missing one then going off the rails... I still get dangerously sucidal even when I'm doing every thing right. I've had enough. I want off the meds, I'm sick and not functioning at all anyway.