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in my opinion numb and on the border of or into depression is not stable. The doctors of course prefer that to the loony times but in that way we get cheated out of real life.
i dont know why but my meds are making me happy and is that rare? i dont know maybe the prozac added in is putting me on a bit of the other "happy side" i have floods of ideas and desires and wanting to change the world and i also got back into religion but i feel like this is the real me without depression darkening my days
i hope you feel better soon!
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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