Pink try not to second guess yourself. You were ready for this step. You did what I would love to do I haven't the nerve at the moment.
You have built up trust with him and that is huge! You gave him your inner soul. I know how this is painful for you but you are getting somewhere, just give it some time
I love the paperbag comment where he said 'he'd know you anyway'...
good one
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