Well, no more missed therapy appointments....In fact I am now bumped up to 2 a week because when I did see him he was really worried about how bad I am and about psychosis. He's not making me go to the hospital but is also telling me that more psychosis means I go in because he doesn't want me to tip over the edge and he doesn't like some of the cognitive issues and hallucinations (rare for me in recent years).

So now I'm waiting to see my pdoc on Monday and doing my best to avoid the hospital until then. I think I'll make it but I'll be so glad to see her. I've updated her on all of this via email but haven't heard back. Which actually makes sense because if she doesn't have the Latuda samples she was trying to get for me on Monday we are going to have to choose from some older drugs and actual discussion is needed for that. I don't think even a phone call is enough to discuss the options remaining.

So, pretty much things remain lousy. I always get manic in June and I think this is mania on top of mania. I will not miss it when it is gone. Hopefully in another week I'll be feeling better.