My Support Forums - View Single Post - It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part 2

Jun 03, 2015, 03:46 PM

2 weeks, 3 days... 17 days total... i'm shocked.

how do i keep doing this?

i want to cut at least once a day, but somehow, at the end of each day, i'm just too tired.

Possible trigger:

but i do miss cutting. i miss it like i'd miss a good friend i haven't seen in a very, very long time. i miss certain things about it. not just the blood & pain, but the ritual of it, the act itself... am i a bad person for feeling this? in no way do i want to romanticize or glorify SI... but to me personally it does feel very good and cathartic. i'm afraid to say more.