ive gotten a new car, cell phone, 3 piercings, 2 tattoos, a really expensive stereo and a bunch of new movies/cds. im broke and i keep spending.i just swipe the cards without thinking. i feel like im more important than most people but no one seems to notice my importance. i get creative ideas and notions but people dont see eye to eye with me. they cant keep up and i feel out of control. being ahead of everyone makes me aggravated and anxious so i take otc pain meds. then the caffiene from it speeds me up so i can have fun and feel awesome. i have permiscuous thoughts but luckily not chance to act on them. i ve been mean and going off my friends take my ideas and are like what? stop acting like that. if i think of somehting fun to do i just go out and buy whatever i need to do it/whenever i think about it. am i crazy or just ahead of everyone. i feel outta control.

what the hell is my problem? i figured this might fit in this forum...wasnt sure.