My husband is not happy with me because I've stopped taking my seroquel, but I can't help it. It was not working for me. He says I'm two steps away from another IP stay. He said if I wouldn't go willingly he'd call the cops on me again.

I am inbetween doctors, with no pdoc in sight. The clinic I'm trying to get into won't even schedule an appointment for me until they have all my medical records, and for some reason they haven't received my records from my inpatient stay on january, despite how I went to the hospital, signed forms, and they said they would fax my information.

I'm not in a good spot. I'm struggling with intense paranoia and anxiety, and I'm suicidal.

I don't know what to do. What do you do when you don't have a pdoc and no help?

I've been crying because I've ruined my daughter's life, just for being bp.