I have been able to take care of large responsibilities like rent and such but I've always had a safety net of family too. I don't however do do well with taking care of things when I get stressed out and explode. Just last month I punched my rearview mirror while driving on a freeway to a job interview.it obviously broke and feel off the ceiling of the car. I tend to punch a lot of things, throw my phone (even out of the car), and break things. So that I definitely don't enjoy. I don't tend to feel like I really enjoy things. Either I'm simply aware that I should be happy or I'm overly happy and it doesn't fit the situation. It feels like once in a while I'm on point and things are right but mostly things just don't feel like they seem they should feel.