I feel a lot of stress lately. Emotionally physically. Everything. It's starting to get hard to handle and deal with. I feel like I'm about to reach a breaking point or something. Existence truly is torture. Anyway.

The dream I had last night was me being blinded by blood. I was like stabbed in the head and I remember gushing blood everywhere and seeing nothing but red. So much blood.

I feel overwhelmed in life lately and almost want to check myself into a hospital or just bail on life and go back to hiding in the dark.