Its so good that your mum is helping you and that you have that support, no doubt you'd be lost without it. And you have an active plan. Something positive, something in your future that you can hang onto. That's fantastic.

I really hope the answers you need are just a Pdoc away. I'd say hang on, but it sounds like you have your hands full. Rather than hang on, I'll say keep going, your heading in the right direction.
Thinking of you and hoping for the best. xXx