I can't decide on what to do and all I keep hearing in my head is "Stupid" and " I don't care". I feel like there's a wall between me and others, I feel so stupid about it. It wasn't like this a few months ago. I don't want to do anything. I want to go to class but then againI don't care and I just want to go drink. I have Schizo affective disorder, I hear voices and have depression. I'm also having trouble thinking in conctrete terms everything seems abstract. I feel stupid.