Thanks for your input guys. I'm just feeling more hurt than usual by this. I'm changing my depression pills right now, so maybe that's one reason, I don't know. Some times I tell myself just to drop it, but soon those thoughts arethere again. But pperhaps that's just life. I mean, I have a succesful older brother and a "sweet" little sister who's kissing my parents feet with those "I love you" all the time. Me? I'm in the middle. Not succesful and certanly not very sweet. I've dropped out of three schools because of mental health. So maybe I can't blame my parents, cause there's no reason whatsoever to be proud of me.