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Old Jun 04, 2015, 09:10 AM
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Hi, im megan and im bipolar. I usually linger rather than post so quick introduction

Ive had a bad. bad week with the intensity of my emotions and I havent been able to control it whatsoever, they have been painful. Im all maxed out. Totally lashed out at my new-ish partner (1 year) for the first time. Im medicated and feeling a bit more rested today. now Im going over and over in my head the things ive said to people due to rage or upset or whatever.

annoyed/angry = pure rage
upset = devastation
loneliness = total emptiness
a spark of happiness = I want to stab my heart with a kitched knife and make it explode to release the intense and painful fluttering i feel.

Everything has been on the extreme end and it is painful. How do you explain that to someone? How do you make someone understand how intense you feel?
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