Hello and welcome to Psych Central ashamed_to_beafraid!!! It's nice to meet you. You have joined a community of warm and caring members who will want to offer you support and advice. Yours is welcome as well.

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So sorry for your struggles. As CANDC has already mentioned perhaps therapy can help you overcome your fears. Try not to fear failure. It's common to all mankind and we will fail at one point or another. When it happens, you get up, brush yourself off and try again.

It's hard to keep up with technology these days. It's travelling at the speed of light. You might consider looking at some of the job requirements in your field and studying them online. That's what I did when my facility went paperless. I had never even owned a computer. I truly feared losing my job over this but managed by the skin of my teeth to stay one step ahead. Now I'm teaching the others. You can do it!!! You'll find we have a safe and supportive community. I'm glad you've joined us.

I look forward to seeing you around!!!