Oh Cake, how scary!!! ((((((((((you!!))))))))) I was reading an article on how many dr's got ptsd from working in pediatrics because of techniques like that and how they're trying to change things now.
Yep - healthy fear of medical staff. I, too, was restrained later (twice) to get a dye in me for imaging. 3 nurses and a doc. So yeah, I freak when docs touch me or especially when there's more than one medical person in the room. two is my limit. that's why not only 3 was screaming, but 10 was screaming at me to DO SOMETHING in pt because she's the one who was restrained later. really wrong how they work with kids.
getting really lost in memories... gotta go shake em off.
hugs!