Thank you stranger..I was hoping to get some replies..I wish there was a med that would let me enjoy being alive and feel happy..without sending me to the ER. I have not talked or seen anyone in six days. No one wants to b around me..not even me..I have not seen anyone in six days..I think about killing myself..its just..there is nothing for me to live for..all day I been thinking about the best way to end this misery..I just gotta get up the strength to do it.