I don't say either - I try not to triangulate a diagnosis. My p-doc isn't sure yet - bipolar mixed with hypomania or perhaps a PD like narcissistic or borderline. He sort of rubs his chin and says "hmmmm yes, there's something up here". He's great, I love him - very funny and honest. He calls himself a "diagnostic agnostic". I don't like being in a box anyway.

I have a lot of grandiosity, anger, and paranoia so who knows? I just focus on getting better.