i agree with mouse that someone is trying desperately to be heard. the fear you have is natural. it is out of that fear and torment that this little one was born. she came when it was all to much for you to take so she came and absorbed those painful memories for you. now she knows you are ready. that you also need to hear that part of you. i pray you the strength to welcome her voice and hear what she has held for you for so long. it is part of your healing and intergrating yourself.

much love
recluse1