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another thing is that no matter what i felt toward a friend right at that point in time, no matter what happened to that relationship afterwards, i still wished that one of my friends would have thought enough to make something known about it. no matter how much i can make it seem like it's not so bad to my friends, it was always more serious than i could handle.

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hey sleepy head, could you tell me more about this one? i'm not sure if i understand.

and I also forgot to give you hugs back! ((((hugs))))