Hey, sorry people are being ******
It's unfair for your parents to force you to out yourself. It's kind of cruel actually. I feel you on being dysphoric at school. I graduated /a year ago and i remember it being hell.
Also ever since I came out, my sister has never called me by my name and still refers to me as her sister. Family can be shite. >

BUT THIS IS ME TELLING YOU THAT YOU ARE VALID AND YOUR IDENTITY IS REAL AND IMPORTANT.

Vent as much as you need. We're here to listen. YOU BE YOU AND YOU ROCK IT. LET NO ONE TELL YOU WHO YOU ARE!