Always thought that I didn't dissociate, but after last nights argument, I've begun to realize that my triggers is dealing with other people and their feelings requiring an appropriate emotional response which I'm so like confused about and not capable of doing.

I've totally dazed out on people walking up on me. Then being accused that I come across as a person that doesn't care about others...I just so don't know how to deal with confrontation.

I've been punched in the face because I dissociated and my mouth ran its mouth while I watched. The punch felt like a tap and then we attacked the other person.

Normally I switch seamlessly for the job required, but a surprise confrontation throws my game way off. I even get triggered hard to the Angry One or some other lunatic.

Now I get it. Thought I'd say that.