(((BeyondTheRainbow))) you are far from stupid like you said you are.

You are unwell.

You're in the midst of an episode and yes, like you say, sometimes it is really hard to get the right words out of our mouths.

You sound very much like me when I am dysphoric, just by me reading through what you have written.

I've currently got aggitated depression and have had it for erm about a week - actually more than a week come to think of it. Well its that or super ultra cycling (which I don't think) but I'm like one minute highly angry to the point of rage and irratable, to just crying the next.

Sigh.

May we both find stability soon.