my therapist recently diagnosed me with this (i was previously diagnosed bipolar, and after that manic depression) and until now i didn't fully understand why my therapist made this call. I'm sitting here crying and snotting all over the place and watching my life replay and recount every instance where this description is valid... and lets say it was a very large amount of instances. THIS REALLY SUCKS I DONT WANT TO CRY ANYMORE TODAY!!!!

and now i want to go hide in my bed. damnit.