With my T, she said if I am on the verge of committing suicide to call her. I was worried that she would send me to the hospital but she said that as long as I could promise I would not hurt myself at least for that night then she would just talk to me. I have called her in that state of mind and it was so nice to talk to her. It was after work hours and she just listened to me talk and made sure I was safe. She called the next day to make sure I was ok. Maybe you could call your T and explain how you feel. If you can't promise to keep yourself safe then by law she has to say something. I am pretty sure they would just call an ambulance if they had to. Please stay safe