Have been reluctant to keep trying new meds cause my mom or dad think I am better off without..they c side effects. They say I need to adjust my attitude and think bipolar is made up..they watch my son every other week so I spend a lot of time alone. They will not let me go to hospital..and they pay my bills and rent and I am waiting on my court date in sept..so..I want to try again but am so scared of side effects..especially being alone and the nearest hospital is 45 mins away. I don't know what I asking for..advice..I guess..