I posted here because I wanted to vent, I have nobody to really talk to. I was explaining my situation and then my feelings on it as I was feeling them days after. I understand what suboxone is. What I meant by what I typed before was that he had said he started with suboxone, he said he didn't have an addiction to percocet or vico din or whatever else before. Im not sharing this story to say I'm on his side. Its a pretty rough thing to lose your family in an instant. I was mortified when I found out what really happened. I don't share this story with people because even for me to tell it is embarrassing. It happened in my house. And I hate that it did. I wasn't aware of a horrible problem and I was working when this all happened. Its a huge mess. But excuse me for sharing to only have someone say I'm believing ******** or I myself am lying. I'm not defending my son's father to just put my son in jeopardy again. My son is my life, and the most important thing in it, bottom line. I was just explaining my feelings the other day because I was really really emotional.