I have had issues since we have been together which i have brought up. We have an open and honest policy regarding issues we may have. Much of which came down to my problems stemming from social media and the amount of male attention she receives. Again she says they are friends and has not and will not cheat. I have got over much of that, but i still stumble from time to time. Which is what has lead me to this. I know i'm a victim of my own twisted perceptions, my problem is whether being in a relationship where i'm convinced i'm with the most beautiful girl in the room, and everyone is after her (in my head) is something i can come to terms with ore whether i'm hurting myself. A problem is that, as i know it's in my head, if i ended it who is to say it would be any different with my next partner. Should i force myself to face and overcome it now as it wont otherwise go away?
When i did bring up my insecurity before she has been understanding. I don't ask her to change who she is for me, that would be a terrible thing to ask or expect.