I lost my mom to cancer 5 yrs ago. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about her. There are times I think about calling her, then remember that I can't....I MISS HER!! Sometimes mom comes to me in dreams, especially when i have had an awful time with something. It doesn't happen often, but the comfort I feel is overwhelming when it happens. Please do know that as time passes, the sadness lessons and the good memories are greater. It is a terrible loss for you and anyone that loses their mother..........my thoughts are with you .........(((((((((((Lexicon))))))))))))