I hope you find rest. My heart aches for you and if I could I would wrap my arms around you, if it would help.
You may have likely heard this song before, but it is one of my constants, and it has cushioned me through many a (compared to yours) pretend tragedies. It is rich, somber, vivid, passionate. I hope it will help you cry some or scream when you need it.
The lyrics are far too vague for a constant interpretation so you can use them as you need. And, it's music. It's folk music by two amazingly timeless artists.
I would give you whole playlists if I knew my favorites could offer you the same comfort and relief in their passion that they offer me. Music and words are about the only things to give. I wish there was so much more. I wish you could see that, like Christina, many of us have cried tear after tear for you. We are heartbroken. My love to you!
Simon & Garfunkel - The Sounds of Silence (Audio)