I feel like my whole life I've been missing the "signs" G-d leaves me to guide me in the right direction, and that's why I still feel very lost. I believe everything happens for a reason and at the time it's supposed to, but I find myself in situations wondering what the reason is. I feel like I keep reliving the same situations over and over, and think it has to be because I'm not learning my lesson. I pray all the time for clearer signs, for a sign to tell me what to do so I don't make the same mistakes again. I know people who pray and they know right away what to do. I'm always confused. Like right now I'm wondering why G-d let a certain person into my life to become my friend only for that friend to now be pulling away. I know the saying that friends can be for a lifetime, a season or a reason. I get that, but what if you never figure out the reason they were put there? Is G-d just going to bring someone else into your life just to break your heart and leave so you can try and learn it again? Maybe I'm just dense, but I'm tired of reliving the same situations and still not knowing what I'm supposed to get from it.