I was supposed to have cleaned the house this morning and started getting ready for my husband and my date this evening while my husband is working because my mother in law is coming over to "kid sit," as my daughter calls it, this evening. Instead, I slept all day until getting on the PC and playing on psych central. I've done nothing. Stupid depression. Stupid me. What am I to do now? I don't do anything, not the simplest thing, correctly. Sleeping and wasting time is not a good way to occupy my time but it seems it is all I am capable of doing. Pitiful.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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