Dude. It could be so much worse. Give yourself the space to be Bipolar. It isn't easy when you're going through hell. **** the house. Wipe a Lysol wipe around the bathrooms and throw all the clutter in a laundry basket or trash bag and toss it into a corner or something.
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Ps. Have fun on your date! Where are you going to go? I'm jealous.